Isabella Grace Ortiz

To my sweet baby girl,
I wish I could’ve gotten to see you take your first breath and hear your first cry like me and your momma anticipated. waiting to hear when we first found out we were being blessed with a beautiful angel in our lives. So many thoughts of us spending quality time together and you giving us a run for our money while I spoiled you with love and happiness so many unsaid words and gestures that we weren’t able to experience. God knew he needed another angel on his throne. He knew you had a fighting heart and soul but didn’t want to see you in pain with your heart in pain. I never thought I would have to say goodbye to my sweet princess before I got to experience life with you, but God knows why he does everything, and even though I’ll never understand why, I’ll always know that he put you in a better place with our family members in heaven that will hold you and cherish you like we would’ve in this world. So till we meet again my sweet angel
Love dad


Dear my sweet angel Isabella
I never wanted to have to say any final words to you and hoped I never had to but since I do these are what I want to say to you. Oh how I wanted to watch you grow and prosper. How I wanted to watch you take those first steps, hear your first laughs, or even the simplest feeling when you grasp my finger for the first time. I wish I was able to hold you and never let you go for how I cry everytime I think about you growing your angel wings. I always knew this was a possibility but never knew it would come so soon. You fought too hard, harder than I ever could have. As the odds stacked against you day after day week after week you continued to blossom into the angel I saw before me. As everyone told you, you wouldn’t make it, you continued to prove them wrong and I will always be grateful for the time I had with you. From the heartburn and morning sickness to all your kicks and flips. I know this was hard for you and I want you to know I am proud and that I understand your fight is over. You deserve to rest and be placed in the heavens above flying high with your both your Grandpas and the many people waiting to greet you at heaven's gate. I hope they teach you all I wasn’t able to. The experiences you weren’t able to have and the people who weren’t able to meet my beautiful baby. Your life wasn’t granted to you but oh how I know how much you deserved it. I know that even in my darkest times you will always be the light at the end of the tunnel. You will always be my baby, my first born, my angel in the sky. I love you more Isabella Grace Ortiz till we meet again. Until I can hold you in my arms again I will hold you in my heart. I promise that one day I will stop crying for not because I forgot you but because I know you are always with me where ever I go. I have peace knowing that I am one day closer to being with you one day. I love you my sweet sweet baby girl.
SINCERELY,
Your mommy